Painkiller

 

These few days I don't cry much, 
we don't even cryyyyyyyy, finally! :’ (mean me and mom)
Because I have the antidote, I have the medicine for all mypain, he changes my day he turns my cold heart into a little warmer.

I don't know how he came into my life? 
I certainly thank to God, for providing the antidote Soooo on time! ;)
Even though I was tough at first and didn't want to recognize him
but who would have thought that now he has become a part of my day
I'm so grateful to have someone who keeps me safe and can heal my wound even just a little...
But,
I wouldn't expect more from him, because I already know how it feels when having hope on someone and it will hurt's
...
I'll let it flow as it is and I am very happy & bliss when he accepting me for who I am
The only thing I'm grateful for now is having him by my side
I hope I'm not depedent to having him around me
Bcsa, I'm so afraid of being addicted to him ( around me ).