A Letter For Adult me 🍂

Someday as time goes by, the people you love most will leave you to starting the next chapter behind the clouds.

They will be watching you from above, and you can rely on that to validate your never-ending happiness. until all the hardships will be in vain.

Hey Ride the waves and let them take you to the sea without resistance, isn’t about killing yourself, its about to finding calm above the waves. Save ur energy and float on your back while the world's chaos increases until it no longer harms you.

There will be a turning point where something extraordinary happens.

Your goal will be found. The reason why you were put on this earth. The love you poured out to others and thought was lost will find you a thousand times over. The love that you think is meaningless will be very meaningful without destroying you again.

The precious souls meant for you will return to you. You will see it in the colors of happiness, You will find love that returns your love unconditionally. And you will fall in love not only with people but also with films, music, art, and the beauty of your new world. You will have no hidden feelings of envy towards those who are far above because your aura will hover beside them. someday when you grow up everything will make sense. It will not excuse the suffering you will experience, but everything you have ever lost will find its way back and fill you with strength. That spark will grow into a flame, and that flame will burn anything that gets in your way. 

So calmly live your time now, everything will make sense in time. 🍂