The insecurities

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Every time my collective feelings of insecurity arise, feelings of failure, feelings of sadness mix together. 

When they have succeeded in becoming something. 
I'm still here in the same place, no progress and I have nothing yet. though I'm sure I'll be something, but when? Hopefully my efforts are not in vain and soon succeed.
Although in the end is All about time•
Be nice. I can be your summer and autumn at the same times. its depends. - you'll understand if you watching 500 days of summer-

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