How do I explain it, just to describe my feelings, sometimes I still have difficulties, Now I don't recognize my feelings, where this old heart ‘ll take me, where will this feeling take me while there is a soul that hasn’t been touched by feelings for a long time. My current situation makes me confused, I'm waiting where fate will takes me. To be honest, I'm tired of believing in fate. But once again I will believe after I failed in my first hope, the funny thing is that now I'm not young anymore but I still talk about feelings and love, that's embarrassing isn't it? but what exactly should I be ashamed of. Even other people who are much older than me still love many people, and even their start journey of love. And yes, this is my path, so I'm just enjoying it. If I see other people luckier than me, I just calm myself and make my heart calm with "It's okay if your happiness is a little late, maybe you have a slower time than others, maybe your road is a bit steep to walk, remember that after dark In the forest there will always be a rainbow behind the trees waiting." once again I believe in my destiny, believe that happiness will come to me at the right time, even though my current process is a little slower than others, I am sure that I will get happiness when the time comes. [D.S]
These few days I don't cry much, we don't even cryyyyyyyy, finally! :’ (mean me and mom) Because I have the antidote, I have the medicine for all mypain, he changes my day he turns my cold heart into a little warmer. I don't know how he came into my life? I certainly thank to God, for providing the antidote Soooo on time! ;) Even though I was tough at first and didn't want to recognize him but who would have thought that now he has become a part of my day I'm so grateful to have someone who keeps me safe and can heal my wound even just a little... But, I wouldn't expect more from him, because I already know how it feels when having hope on someone and it will hurt's ... I'll let it flow as it is and I am very happy & bliss when he accepting me for who I am The only thing I'm grateful for now is having him by my side I hope I'm not depedent to having him around me Bcsa, I'm so afraid of being addicted to him ( around me ).
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