This time I choose to hunt!

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Inevitably, now I have found that I've to start a relationship. start a new story, start a drama, 
Start a love story, start loving but see who will win or lose in this love story.
oh hi babe really I'm not ready, I'm not ready babe. 
what should I do I really feel short of breath. 
I have to start over something I want but I don't want to start.
babe it turns out this time is not easy, this is really not easy. 
today the day of the meeting arrived,
but it turns out I'm being a very lousy girl, 
relying more on fear than courage. so hesitant, so afraid of things that haven't happened, Always hesitant to make a move! I’m holding back, but I know I need to take the leap.
but now I really feel can't calm down and breathe properly.
I am brave in everything, but the problem of the f*cking love is clearly a different thing for me to go through.
but...

I think when I choose someone to be my lover its the fate I choose, but when I fall in love with someone I don't expect it is destiny and also a disaster, clearly I love someone I don't know completely, loving him is a mystery. I never know that character will make me happy in the future or just be a prison in the future ?

I don't know for me love is just a puzzle game of who wins and who loses. The one who gives up first and loves first is the one who I think will win in the future, because he will give his love from 100 - to the last 0 point, which is unfortunate when she is the last to love, and her love comes too late because will love from 0-100. its cleary loses. understand what I mean? 

Yas, many things happen to women who don't use the hunter strategy, because they think they are only hunted by men, even though a man's instinct is a hunter, but she also should actually choose the hunt that she can hunt, don't get caught up in being hunted by men because when its happen it's over and you will lose badly. 

yes it isn't right to say that love is a game and a mystery that must be revealed. but in fact its like that you choose to win or lose in love its your choice. so yes right now I will came to you to start hunting you, because I choose to hunt you. I choose you, I choose you, not you.

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