New journey Mr. Frog

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Walking towards the end of the search period, at first I felt unsure, I felt doubtful, I was sure that as usual there are always people who stop by and then leave, but at the end of the year I close the story with things I have not achieved and I start again at the beginning of my year with new dreams, but my goal this time I close the page of my book by starting a new chapter, and never thought of looking for love, getting to know someone or even planning a future with a man, what I know in this life after harboring disappointment, I always stand firmly on my own feet and don't expect or even ask for anything from someone. 
My goal in that city is to work and start my life from zero again. I never thought my journey would be the beginning of my meeting with someone I love now. I never thought about having a long distance relationship~ But now i did.
These 6 years I have always focused on myself and my family even only on my mother, the beginning of 2025 is the beginning of me having to get out of my comfort zone, I adventure to achieve my postponed dreams, I work, enjoy life and repeat my time with the hope that I will become the woman I hope for. The 4th month I met him and I never thought that was when my long journey of waiting would end. Still until now even though I love him, I never expect fully and simplify the form of my love for him, so that whatever happens I never fall too deep. But still now I believe that he came to break through the high walls and want to embrace me in his arms, he made me feel the meaning of being loved deeply and sincerely without having to ask for it. finally i convinced myself to say 'yes' and start my life with you. This is indeed the beginning of my life journey, I try to believe and being with you is the most beautiful choice in my life, and I will also make you happy because I have chosen me as someone who will wake up every day beside you. May our journey always be smooth, even though there are always storms ahead, may we always be able to get through it strong and together. Once again  I SAID 'YES' and I choose you.  love you mr Frog.
Be nice. I can be your summer and autumn at the same times. its depends. - you'll understand if you watching 500 days of summer-

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