Character created~

 

Character is very interesting to discuss, I never thought I would like writing and even reading many books at the age of 19 I just learned a lot of things from the books I bought and kept, that's why people around me said I grew up bored, but I didn't care and ignored it. I used to question that statement but now I understand I was too critical of many things especially about the character that I want to build from a young age at that time. I used to often study the many characters of people around me, but I didn't judge I just saw and assessed then stored them in my brain cells. it turns out that the adults around me who have reached the age of around 30 like my age now they have gone through a lot of things and yes they have determined what their own character will be like in the future, and I have also determined what my character I want to be like. a person who doesn't talk much but when deciding something is always straightforward and precise. being quiet and mysterious, likes to write and make poetry, likes the color black, I always like both of them, I like the beach and the mountains, I like black and white, I don't know why its not because I can't choose, but I just like having both and I have decided. who would have thought I just realized a few years atleast I'm still 28 something, I just found out that I don't like someone touching my things, moving my things to another area, don't like noise, don't like hearing someone's footsteps and don't even like hearing someone make a sound after eating. don't like someone who talks a lot but somehow I'm a good listener. those little things I just realized I was disturbed by the sound even very trivial things. I really like sleeping in the dark, I like the sound of the movement of the window being hit by the wind when it rains, the sound of the waves crashing somehow so calms my mind, the sound of frogs and crickets singing in tune with the breath of the trees at night. after growing up I became someone who is always to the point, I really like it when I see someone so beautiful and don't hesitate to compliment them, even though when I was 25 I really kept the things on my mind to myself. it turns out that time goes by so much that it changes a person even the way they see the surroundings and the world. I created many new characters, I used to really hate looking sad and so naive, but now I prefer to show that I'm sad and don't want to be disturbed, I realized that it was actually a very natural thing. maybe because the perspective has changed and I have experienced many things in my growth process.

What needs to be learned from character is that it turns out that character is created and also born simultaneously with your growth process, the real character will appear when you are 30 something and that is your real character and you don't make it, because at that age you have been formed because of things.