Monday, August 14, 2023

Next— A tuesday night.

— Suddenly someone came to pick me up at my office.

with a foreign car that I didn’t know before. turns out he in it, it feels like my world is about to collapse my foundation that I have built is instantly destroyed again.

he hugged me tightly, during on the way home I was silent because somehow there wasn't a single thing that we had to discuss because I thought everything was clear the last time we met to agree to separate.

when we arrived in front of my house we started talking until midnight by deliberately turning on the song we used to hear together. Then he hugged me and kissed me many times. again I let it happen because I wanted to know what his means, But at that time I really wanted it too; Then

He's just the asshole I've ever known, after he hugged me and we finished talking, he said I should go home because this is his girlfriend's car, the fact he told me that now they live together. I don't know how she would feel if she found out about this. Idk, but what I do know is that, I feel we are now really over. I really ended my toxic story.

But besides I miss his figure, This night I don't feel anything anymore when his breath is on my soul.

It was Tuesday night at exactly 21.00am, after we were finally together for 4 years. Today is truly our last farewell hug and kiss.

After that even though he tried to see me again, I completely disappeared.

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