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Am I going to life with someone who loves me in the future? I still haven't imagined it, can I still do what I want afterwards? Should I not change my identity? change my character and nature? what kind of companion will I get, will he be open-minded or a patriarch? 

I don't know, but I hope and believe that someone is a very extraordinary person who will accompany me.

Be nice. I can be your summer and autumn at the same times. its depends. - you'll understand if you watching 500 days of summer-

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