Home

I thought all this time I was going home, which I thought it was my last place to come home to, where a sense of security and safety was born in my own home.

But yesterday, When I on the way back home, suddenly I felt bad.
Instantly I sighed as if ungrateful.
And My heart says "I'm home, but it feels like I'm not home".
This is not the situation I expected and I want.

I am grateful and very very grateful to have survived and been strong until now.
That's all I feel. I haven't found that "taste" in my own home yet.
I don't know what to do and how I hope, all this will change over time.