PAST•

What's funny is that I burst into tears when I saw a comment on the photo he just uploaded, like going back in time and I was in it.

 And what I see is a toxic friendship, the same thing as the way he treats me, the way he talks, and I think he can manipulate well in any way, his circle and friendship, makes my chest tight.

Am I wrong to think like this and accuse him like that ?

I didn't realize tonight I cried so much.

I began to love him: but the fear continued to haunt me.

with him I like to see the past, the scope and friendship that I saw was very toxic.  I don't want to feel it again.  and I chose to give up on him.-