A ROSE 🌹

I'm in trouble, My heart hurts so much, Have you ever felt unwanted...Yes now I'm feeling it, It hurts so much. 

“ Is there another way to say I love him I really love him”

 But my heart still hurts;

 My heart is so cold

 I'm not fine

 I'm in need time to alone even though I'm always alone ?

 I'm afraid to hurt him...

 I'm not sure if everything will go smoothly?

 I always know the answer is no

 My love is like a rose

 She will quickly wither in a short time no matter how hard you take care of her will still wither...

 I always hv trust issue in every relationship, I never think about it, because it will only make my head hurt and freeze even more.

Again I always wanted to just disappear even though I didn't want to, but someone kept talking in my mind and said to disappear soon, as usual...

 I don't know why this thought always comes up when I'm in a relationship.

 Actually I just want to give my love to the right person, I, with all my life experiences, choose who is the right person to get my love, bcs when I love, I will sincerely love him too much...