Sometime it hurts me. But I try my best for always beside him.
And After I dared to open my heart, why ? it’s still the same.
Am I too scared or do I always get things like this ?
I thought this was a very trivial thing, but somehow, I still felt unwanted. Bcs the way he treats me.
I always thought why I stayed but he never felt proud to have me by his side.
Maybe he thought I was exaggerating but for me this is a very deep trauma.
Please understand me.
After months of not seeing each other
Finally we met, he came to my new place.
He always comes with a sweet smile and warm hug.
I am really enjoyed to being his side, he makes me feel comfortable, but I don't know what made me think he was such a manipulative person.
So I don't know what to do if I'm near him.
I know I think this way makes him look like an asshole just because of my trauma.
Rrrhhhhh God please guide me what should I do.
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