illusory love~

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When I love, I can’t do it half-heartedly. I can’t pretend to love just to satisfy a temporary need. I will loving with all my heart and soul, with every beat of my heart and every breath I take. Bcs my love is not a game nor an experiment. My love is a burning fire, a raging storm, a deep and vast ocean. I can’t help but love with all my heart, because that is my true nature. And In life that is already complicated enough, I choose not to complicate it with unnecessary love games. I believe that when two hearts truly want to be together, they will find their own way without the need for complicated strategies or games or even manipulation strategies~ I just don't want to be a puzzle, to be solved or a prize to be pursued with great difficulty. I want a relationship built on honesty, trust, and mutual understanding. When I love, I want to do it sincerely and selflessly, without the need to play a role or hide my feelings.


In a world full of falsehood, I feel like a sailor looking for a safe harbor. I am looking for someone who can accept my sincere love, who can understand that my love is not a joke or a game. I won’t to be a victim of fake love, I don’t want to be destroyed by insincere sweet words. I want to love someone who can love me back in the same way, with an equally sincere heart and an equally passionate soul.


So that why I am still alone, not because I can’t love someone, but because I am waiting for someone who can love me in the same way. Like i deserve him and also he deserve me. And someone who can understand that my love is not a place like playground , but a power that can change lives. and in a world that is so ephemeral and crazy, I have to be able to judge and protect myself from the wrong love, protect self its normal right ? I think i won’t to fall into the same hole again and I have to be careful about that, I am really careful when taking steps because it will be misleading if you just take the path you take, and if you meet the wrong person again then you are doomed in this world~ 


“You know what~ the most dangerous person to be with is someone who doesn't want to love you, but also doesn't want to lose you. They are like waves that come and go, leaving traces of uncertainty on the shore of the heart.”


They have no desire to love you sincerely, but also don't want to let you go completely. They are like a tangled thread, inseparable but also inseparable.


In a relationship like this, you will feel trapped in uncertainty. They will make you feel loved, but then leave without explanation. They will make you feel needed, but then ignore you for no reason.


You will feel like you are on the edge of a cliff, not knowing when they will push you in or pull you back up. They will make you feel like a puppet controlled by an invisible hand. Don't get caught up in this game. Don't let them make you feel worthless. You deserve genuine, true love, not love that is full of uncertainty and manipulation.


“So, if you feel trapped in a relationship like this, then it's time to let go. Don't let them make you feel like you have no other choice. You have the power to choose eveything, do what you wanna do and you deserve the best for your love life story. “

In this modern era, where everything is easily accessible, I feel that we no longer need to complicate life with unnecessary love games. If two people are meant to be together, time and circumstances will bring them together at the right moment to be together.

''For me, love is not a game to be won, but rather a journey to be lived together with an open heart and a clear mind. I believe that if someone truly loves me, he or she will not be bothered by the idea that I am "easy to get." What matters to him or her is the connection we have, not how I show myself.''

So, I choose to live my life simply and honestly, letting love develop naturally without excessive pressure or expectations. In this way, I believe that the relationship that is formed will be stronger and more meaningful, because it is built on mutual trust and sincere understanding.

Be nice. I can be your summer and autumn at the same times. its depends. - you'll understand if you watching 500 days of summer-

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