A Beautiful Encounter 🍁

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That brief encounter was like a spring breeze that came unexpectedly. I was in a beautiful dream city, hoping to find inspiration for my story life. 

Then, suddenly he came like the sunset with smiled shyly. his smile was so sweet, his nose was my favorite part, his sleepy eyes were so sparkling, and his voice was so soft. 

In two weeks we meet for 3 time, I think we met by chance and miracle. I don't know, I'm still trying to find out a glimpse of our meeting. on our short trip we talked about many things like life, dreams, ideals, goals and hopes. Every word that came out of his mouth was like a melody that touched my mind. I felt emotionally connected to him, like two threads that were tightly intertwined. Time passed so quickly, like sand falling from an hourglass. This is the last day, we spent time together watching the sunset and accompanied by beautiful fireworks, this the first time I spent so long with a stranger I want. Time passed, we parted with a promise to stay connected. I felt sad, but also hoped that we could meet again, and i have to let him go. After that encounter, I felt like I couldn't get him out of my mind. I felt like there was something missing in my day, like there was a piece of the puzzle that was not finished. I know this very unbelivable but i don't know I wanted to connect with him? but I still had doubts maybe he is feel the same way, idk. But then I wondering~ is this love? Or just ? I don't know, could it be because i'm lonely, and so is he? this really confuses me. but what I know that I want to continue to feel his presence. I tried to analyze this feeling. Is it just attraction? Or is there something deeper? I realized that this feeling can’t be explained by logic. There is something mysterious and inexplicable.


Time passed, and I still think about it. I realized that brief encounter had left a deep impression on my life. I wonder if he felt the same way? I think, love is about feeling someone's presence in our lives. Maybe, love is about having an inexplicable connection. I don't know, but I know that I will to meet him again.


Once again for me, this short story has left a deep impression on my life. I feel like I'm in a maze, looking for an uncertain way out. But, every time I think about it, I feel like I find a new clue. I decided to write a poem about him and about this feeling. Words suddenly flowed like river water, taking me to a new world.

"In my heart, which I have closed tightly for so long, now there is an empty space, That only you can fill, I search for answers, but I can't find them, Only feelings that can't be explained."


At that time we both felt like we were in perfect harmony. Every story that came out of our mouths was like a melody that we blended together. interesting fact is we spent 4 hours on the phone and that's very new for me, I'm the type of person who doesn't like to take a long phone call, but I did it with him, he was so fun and charming, he sang a lot, he told a lot of stories and I really liked them. everything became interesting, my days became interesting after that, not boring. the point is I don't expect much for this relationship, I just live it and take it slow, because we still have a long time for doing something more fun. but when i thinking and without  realizing, in several times I always say love you spontaneously, whether it's too soon or not, what's certain is that I just want to say the things that are on my mind.

I realized that love isn’t about having or losing or being separated by distance, but about feeling someone's presence in our lives. I feel like I have found the answer I have been looking for. I don't know I'm still guessing this feeling, but now we are really falling together. I still want to dive into him, swim leisurely without rushing.

you know what;

Someone said don’t fall in love in this shitcity but how can to avoid this feeling, but now i falling harder. 

I know I write this seems excessive with full of hope, I am afraid of hope. I trust no one since before i met him. I’ve never been sure about love stories but this time I want to believe in it and believe that we can and be Connected  even in different city.  I hope my intuition is right this time.


Be nice. I can be your summer and autumn at the same times. its depends. - you'll understand if you watching 500 days of summer-

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