I'm tired of guessing what's in your heart, sometimes I want to be someone who can change your doubts into beliefs, is there a chance for me to be given a little trust that I'm the right person for you, I love you with all my shortcomings, I love you in my simplicity, do you believe that I'm someone who deserves good love. I want to get love without having to ask for it, I want to get love without having to beg with tears. I always forcefully stop my love when I've shed tears for it, because I know that later the tears will continue to grow and complicate my life and that means everything will end badly, I'm too afraid of damage, I'm too afraid of separation when the tears have accumulated so much that they can't be stopped. I always fortify myself with belief, so tell me if you really believe in me. Don't be blurry like this, I can't read your signals well, be honest so that I understand.
These few days I don't cry much, we don't even cryyyyyyyy, finally! :’ (mean me and mom) Because I have the antidote, I have the medicine for all mypain, he changes my day he turns my cold heart into a little warmer. I don't know how he came into my life? I certainly thank to God, for providing the antidote Soooo on time! ;) Even though I was tough at first and didn't want to recognize him but who would have thought that now he has become a part of my day I'm so grateful to have someone who keeps me safe and can heal my wound even just a little... But, I wouldn't expect more from him, because I already know how it feels when having hope on someone and it will hurt's ... I'll let it flow as it is and I am very happy & bliss when he accepting me for who I am The only thing I'm grateful for now is having him by my side I hope I'm not depedent to having him around me Bcsa, I'm so afraid of being addicted to him ( around me ).
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