Someday ?

 

When I'm with you, I act different. 

In a good way of course. I smile more and

laugh more. I don't have to pretend

everything is okay when it's really not.

With you, I can drop the fake smile and

put on a real one. I don't feel hurt and

alone when I'm with you. Instead, I feel

safe and loved. You're easy to talk to, and

you listen to me. I don't have to worry

about holding back with you. I don't feel

self conscious. I don't ever feel insecure or

sad. You show me that you really do care,

and you're not just pretending. I really

appreciate your company, bcs with

you I'm different. 

Sometimes I want do the some things with you, I want you to play with my hair while we watch movie, I want you to hug me in the middle of my job's, 

I want share everything good and bad things,

I want you to play my favorite song when I

look sad. I want you to do these things

without having to think about them. And I want you do them bcs you love me. Can you ? I hope I can do these things with you someday.