Know how hard its to continue to be this kind of person when love isn't always on your side. I know how it feels to have a heart that never stops flowing When loving, having a heart that sometimes feels excessive. When passing through your shopping area, my eyes are always stunned by the friendly warm face that is talking there, when I see you from a distance there is something very beautiful, when I find someone who makes you believe in goodness I always believe that he will be with me forever. There is something very beautiful when seeing someone who is sincere smiling so warmly. For some reason When I happen to see you, your clothes are always white as if symbolizing the sincerity of your heart when you love me very well. It is very beautiful to see someone who makes you feel very loved for who you are, in all its light and dark, happiness and sorrow. You are a human being who is so gentle with all your behavior, that's what makes me really love you even now. maybe my space in your heart has been replaced. But for some reason, not for me. because you are always within my reach. idk why-But do you know that sometimes your natural nature makes it a little difficult for me because humans like me are always in an unlucky position when loving deeply. Because of that, I am always afraid of falling into your heart too deep so that I find it difficult to find a way out if I have to. And the result is that now I am only fixated on the darkness that envelops my heart, I don't know when this gloom will end, because I have been trapped in it for too long.
These few days I don't cry much, we don't even cryyyyyyyy, finally! :’ (mean me and mom) Because I have the antidote, I have the medicine for all mypain, he changes my day he turns my cold heart into a little warmer. I don't know how he came into my life? I certainly thank to God, for providing the antidote Soooo on time! ;) Even though I was tough at first and didn't want to recognize him but who would have thought that now he has become a part of my day I'm so grateful to have someone who keeps me safe and can heal my wound even just a little... But, I wouldn't expect more from him, because I already know how it feels when having hope on someone and it will hurt's ... I'll let it flow as it is and I am very happy & bliss when he accepting me for who I am The only thing I'm grateful for now is having him by my side I hope I'm not depedent to having him around me Bcsa, I'm so afraid of being addicted to him ( around me ).
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