For the current situation, I just surrender to God for what will happen next in my life. After a long adventure he finally decided to go home. I also don't understand much of what he says, the contents of his thoughts are so difficult for me to understand, right now I prefer not to know what's in his heart, because I feel very tired of following his instincts which are very slow, that I can't keep up with him, to a man of mature age like him. , is he just pretending to be insensitive and pretending to be stupid? I really want to know that, so that I can take a stand about what I should do after finding out whether he really loves me or not. then tell me the truth so that I don't get confused at this time. but again I discovered something new in him, I thought he was a man who could adapt quickly, in fact after we had been together for a whole year he still needed a little time to get to know me and understand my feelings. I mean, what the hell is this? this is no longer the time for such things. until it feels like I'm the only one who always guesses everything about his feelings. Now I just let time pass by, let it go along with time which is increasingly bound after our separation some time ago, but my heart always has a limit of patience, I will just wait a little longer than usual and after this I will take enough time to take a stand about how he feels about me. because I don't want to waste my time on the wrong person again.
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