🍁 Last Autumn, Little Butterfly 🦋

  I want you. I really want you. More than you'll ever know.   You're the only person who ever made me feel this way.  I've been hoping in the beginning But I know we can't be together now. I still want to see your smile. I still want to be the reason you smile. I still want to see you and respect you And I still want to help you at your lowest point.    I want you to think of me everyday like I think of you.  I still want you to hug me and tell me that everything will be okay and I want to believe in you.   I still want to do stupid things together.   I don't want to be afraid to show the real me. I don't want you to be afraid to show me the real you. I want to see the sunrise and sunset together.   I want to stay up all night laughing with you.   I really want to be with you and I want you to feel the same way.   But most of all I know its just a dream now. 🍁

I don't know what made me want to write this,  I guess bcs I miss you.   But I just want you to know that you mean a lot to me.   I look at you like you put the stars in the sky.   well you are my star.   You know what  seeing you give me butterflies,  hearing your voice give me butterflies,  Everythin you do give me butterflies, I love you like crazy.   I have never felt this much love for anyone.    Oh Man,  I just want to be able to stay up late and watch movies and cuddle with you everyday.   I want you to play video games and I just sit on your lap while you play them. I don’t know I just want you🦋

  Leave.   Don't allow yourself to feel comfortable in a space where you know you deserve better.   Love is not to hurt.  Love is not meant to be given minimally.   Love doesn't require you to be colder, or less emotional, or less of yourself, in order for you to be worthy to meet you.   Love chooses you.  In good, and in bad.  It's not nearly a thing.   It's not something you should ask for.   It's not something you have to constantly struggle with, something that is always a source of pain and confusion and hurt.   There is power in letting go of whatever is forcing you to let go of yourself.   Don't ignore what you know in your heart. Just leave. 

  Sunday - I'd rather be at home alone or with a good book and lovely mother. but now that you here, I wonder who you are. You seem to give charm to everyone you meet.  You did it so perfectly - quiet politeness, genuine friendliness, genuine unromantic poses. That's good, Very good. Before I was scared in fact you already in marriege lyfe, but you tell me in this mornin’ that you already done with your marriage lyfe ( Mean; Divorce ) And Its calm me down. Hi I'm sorry for looking directly at you,  but Its me, nd I do see everyone like this.   You have very strong personal power, so do I.  I think it's time for us to meet.  You may want me to explain myself.  Forget it.  I have a bullet-proof heart, and no one can go through it without my permission.   I didn't give up anything.  Not at all.  One of my secret pleasures is influencing the minds and souls of others, while I remain invisible to them.   In fact, I prefer it when ...

  Fish love luxury and fantasy.   She likes class things one.   Kidnap her to stay at a  four-star hotel, or at least a four-star restaurant.   Make sure dinner will last at least 2 hours…   Try the Japanese banquet,  where the two of you are endlessly served delicious food in a separate room for hours on end.   You can always give her some expensive champagne -   Pisces adores water and it has to do with all things liquid.   In fact, anything water related can be a great idea.   A small shower for the porch of the house, or a picnic with the full moon by the sea or near a lake would be great fun.  Or surprise her with a few nights of warm baths, where you show up in skimpy clothes,  with a drink still bubbling, and with a sweetest massage of his tired muscles with rubbing oil.  Balsam was what needed to dispel the winds of life that had blown against her with mighty gusts ;D Xo🍁

  Instruction .   Autumn need a sense of security and the permanence  of you, and the feelings you know where your destination is going.   But her attitude make you blind.   sHe will ask you wrote a “ novel ”, but then she would no matter how little and it will be published every year. ( yas that a real joke ). Silly her a dreamer , so she’s expect to much to people. Again; p.S.   - sHe can be casual, ah so casual.  Put a stop to that nonsense, and let she know that now-you-see me, now-you-not, isn't love play fun?

  More than any star, Autumn girl ( A  Pisces girl ) wants to be understood.   Show your intuition as high as possible and adapt to the uniqueness of this girl in all forms of life. sHe won't describe herself As a passive person, her is just a simple energy conversation.   And press- cool spective, - in terms of feelings, that's how it is. she's so simple in a gentle way you can get her, Why do all that effort? Let's sit in the back row and watch everyone else go crazy over it.  if you don't want to be a spectator then move! get his heart: