Marriage Lyfe🤭

Hi how are you guys, it's feels been a long time not writing here.

Yes, maybe because I'm busy with my jobs.

 Let's get started…

 I am now 28 years old and according to my family's customs, if you are not married now, it is too late. 😄

 But don't worry I'm not too worried bcs I want to really enjoy my time right now.

 There were so many people around me who didn't enjoy their time at that time, so they couldn't cope with their time in marriage.

 I see a lot of household experiences of people around me that have so many problems, even though I know it's a risk in marriage lyfe.

 Sometimes I ask if I believe in marriage, am I ready?  Do I have to do it?  So many questions in my head that it felt like it was going to explode.

 Sometimes I think (If I get married, it means I'm ready to let go of my identity, and life live as someone else)

 Am I wrong to have such thoughts, that's what scares me, maybe not prepared.

 That's why I really enjoy my current life, making my mother and myself happy in any way.

 Experiences, lessons, views of the relationship around have taught me a lot of new things, so don't worry I don't want to get married. I will~

 But, It's just all about time nd fate that hasn't come to me.