🍁 Last Autumn, Little Butterfly 🦋

I would always have love him a bit, but he has stopped loving me.  I always have love for him, there will always be stories for us.  But it turns out that everything isn't simple, he has changed, changed a lot.  Sometimes a person changes to grow in a different ways. doesn't mean they stop loving each other.  Just have different goals.

  Sometimes I miss being the first person you look  for in the morning. and become your spirit when you starting the day. be the reason for your happiness every day. I always smile when I think back on those days. waiting for text messages from you all the time,  waiting to hear from each other. hold back the desire to meet at night. How beautiful isn’t our day? will I feel the same story when someone is not you? In fact, now everything has changed, now someone who fills my day isn’t what I want. at that time our time was so short that I felt a lack of time we had spent together. I don’t know, sometimes a little time can change a lot of things, but a long time doesn’t even change a bit. Now my time is up just to remember you.

I stayed up last night thinking what to do, Do I failed? No, but I'm sure this is just the timing is not right for my success.  It's okay. I will continue to fight till the death for myself and my mother.  I have promised to my mother and father for doing my best in the future, and she promise me will always be by my side. thank you mother for accompanying me in the joy and sorrow, wait a little longer. hold on a little longer 🌷

Sometimes loss is more self conscious and you can take a good lesson that you can learn from it. From loss we can learn to mature ourselves because by letting go you will be more aware that you mean a lot. loss teaches us many things.   I think that being alone is fine .  And it's better than you having to invest with people who aren't necessarily investing the same things as ourselves. it will only waste your time.   Because it's better for you to be alone and lonely than you are lonely when you have a partner.

My tears fell in to  universe , I could feel him pitying on my sad story. after that my mind suddenly stopped remembering the memory of our story that was so beautiful at the beginning.   You know ? I walked in the dark to find you and bring you back: but nothing over came of it. I've been waiting for you here for years while everything keeps changing and I'm here like the moon at night always illuminating all around, but myself stuck in the dark.   I realized that I had tried too long, it was time for me to find way back home. because you gone and never came back.

My mind says💭 "You have to control your emotions, or they will control you" Even though you know what your emotional control limit, you have to be able to balance it. You can drive your mind to be stronger than your emotions or you will lose yourself any time.  And after that you will lose your mind and try to understand it. Learn to always think positively and be grateful for what happen right now, because whatever it is must be for a reason. if you think negative then the result will be negative, likewise if you are positive then the result will be good.

Take the risk or you will lose your chance. sometimes there's no next time, there's no second chance, time's up!  Sometimes the opportunity is now or never. but sometimes you also need a second chance, because you are not ready for the previous chance.  It would be great if you got another chance. so don't ignore it. I know taking a chance is a very scary thing, because we don't know if we will succeed or fail.  but fear is something you have to go through more than anything, because missing out on something truly wonderful.  ( sometimes ). The result is beauty. and that is a lesson for you to share with your future descendants.