🍁 Last Autumn, Little Butterfly 🦋

In the process of forgetting and healing your pain, you often forget to reflect and give yourself attention.  Such as :  You must start learning to grow from your wounds, think logically, and start building healthy relationships in the future without involving your feelings in the past, because if you continue to involve them, they will form a poison over time.  Be grateful for your current situation. Pain brings life lessons and gives you gratitude because it makes you strong for getting through it well. But don't forget to give yourself time to heal by not dwelling on sadness . Believe that sadness fades with time . Continue to focus on the positive aspects of your life and focus on the present. Then, after going through a part of healing processes, even if it doesn't recover quickly, occasionally celebrate your progress, step by step you will begin to forget. Remember the key is patience because 'healing is a gradual process, it can’t be instantaneous.'  You sho...

  “ Why Don't I Write After Happiness? ” Ya, I'm curious about that. But I've come to understand myself about this. Maybe I used to write because of pain. Because of anxiety, silence, and a chest too tight to contain my feelings. Words became an escape, a prayer, my outlet. But now, as my heart begins to calm down and the world is no longer as sharp as it once was, this pen seems to have lost its way. Because there are no more tears to shed, no more wounds pressing for healing. I want to keep writing without periods at the end of words, but after happiness comes in my version, it's not that easy. 🌿 Maybe Because, Sadness is a fast-burning fuel. When life is still dark, writing becomes light. When light comes, we forget what darkness feels like. And we stop lighting the candle of words. Happiness keeps us busy living life. We start enjoying the day, chatting, laughing, and loving. There's no time to sit alone and stir up words. There's no longer the quiet space...

I have written countless poems and stories about you in books, heart and my mind. However, I am still afraid to love, I am still not ready, I am still shackled by doubts and fears that haunt my mind. The world I live in now is so dark and quiet, but after meeting you in this strange place, everything turned colorful. For weeks, every night I wondered, is this a sign that I should start over what I buried 6 years ago? You have been asking this all this time, haven't you? I also don't know why it took me so long. However, I am not someone who falls in love easily, but your sleepy warm eyes always make me drift away in them. I always remember the first time we met in the middle of the darkness and the crowd, your eyes and mine met then we were stuck for a long time, your eyes and the little smile you gave left a deep impression on my heart.  You make a move first, and I feel butterflies flying around me, I can't get rid of those beautiful butterflies from my sight. Everything ...

  When I love, I can’t do it half-heartedly. I can’t pretend to love just to satisfy a temporary need. I will loving with all my heart and soul, with every beat of my heart and every breath I take. Bcs my love is not a game nor an experiment. My love is a burning fire, a raging storm, a deep and vast ocean. I can’t help but love with all my heart, because that is my true nature. And  In life that is already complicated enough, I choose not to complicate it with unnecessary love games. I believe that when two hearts truly want to be together, they will find their own way without the need for complicated strategies or games or even manipulation strategies~  I just don't want to be a puzzle, to be solved or a prize to be pursued with great difficulty. I want a relationship built on honesty, trust, and mutual understanding. When I love, I want to do it sincerely and selflessly, without the need to play a role or hide my feelings. In a world full of falsehood, I feel like a sa...

Still about that man, the same man who barged into my fragile life. Tap  ⇣ 1. Beautiful Encounter 2. Dive into his soul At first I think maybe this era time for me to practice being more independence, maybe this time for me to feel bored and loneliness, maybe this time what I need to put a pieces back together. Perhaps this moment is a canvas waiting to be painted with the vibrant colors of solitude, a symphony of silence that whispers secrets of self-discovery. Maybe this time is for me to dance with the shadows, to learn the steps of independence, and to find the rhythm of my own heartbeat. As I wonder through the labyrinth of my mind, I realize that loneliness isn’t a curse, but a catalyst for growth. It's a chance to reconnect with the fragments of my soul, to mend the rips in the fabric of my being, and to weave a new tapestry of resilience. In this quiet, I find the pieces of myself scattered like puzzle fragments on the floor of my mind. I gather them gently, one by one, and...

Has anyone here ever experienced love bombing from someone they just met? You have to be careful in getting to know someone so that you don't misunderstand and go off track. I want to explain and tell you how to deal with love bombing, tell you what love boomers feel, the impacts, the reasons, and how to deal with situations when facing love boomers.   Is love booming clear?  Why can someone experience love bombing?  How not to get trapped at the beginning of a relationship?  What causes love bombing?   How to overcome it?  What should the love boomer generation do? after all just see , listen, judge then made decision for what you should do, go and stay to continue the relationship. Here is an explanation of love bombing:  What is Love Bombing?  Love bombing is a manipulative behavior that someone does to win the heart of another person in an excessive and intense way. They may show excessive attention, affection, and love at the beginning of a r...