🍁Last Autumn Little Butterfly 🦋

​ My life was filled with wounds that left me devastated for a while. My awakening from adversity was because I thought my life still had meaning, my life was still surrounded by good people who really loved me. My strength comes from my mom. Because she was my role since childhood, she was so great, she was so strong, she survived alone for me and my siblings. So, what should I be disappointed about? On the contrary, I am determined to make her happy, until the end of her life, we will be responsible for his happiness.

His leaving gave me new hope. Bcs he gave me a strength for this beautiful relationship. What we do with distance is that we both struggle to heal the wounds of old love. You are very wise, you understand what we have to do. Your way of thinking is extraordinary, so that it doesn't happen or cause unnecessary injuries in the future, you do those good things. And we cleanse ourselves From wounds. In my daydreams, it's funny how God brought together the two of us who were not in good condition. but I am grateful that the way I found it was very beautiful.

The great thing about time is that can easily fade all bitter memories and temporarily hide painful feelings.  Time helps me with many things, helps me rise from my downturn and forget the things that make me sick.  Time is truly magical and ephemeral. Time can changes everything. Time starts all the things that happen in this universe. But what I don't understand about time is when it will end.

Many other humans are afraid of loneliness but strangely I'm not. I find comfort in silence. The same thing applies when I'm in the dark.  Maybe because I'm used to being alone, I enjoy my time in silence more.  I also want to know whether this will have a bad impact in the future? I don't know for sure I'm just enjoying my time now. But sometimes my silence disturbs the thoughts of those people closest to me. They said how you can be calm in the silence and darkness. be careful loneliness can kills you slowly. but on the contrary, for me loneliness makes me live and makes me more closet to Him.

When you're born, can you choose who you will be born with, where you will live, with whom, and what you will become;  Can you choose to be poor or rich, beautiful or not, and become what you want and dream of?  Of course you know the answer is no .  Knowing that its all part of the mystery of life.  Likewise with dreams.  I think dreams are also a mystery of the future, W here we don't know what the future will be like .  whether it becomes something meaningful or becomes a waste.   What I know is that humans are given the desire to achieve their dreams and are filled with determination. Whether your success is good or not, it all depends on you and your own determination. Your struggle and hard work will determine a good final result.

  In my opinion, humans are the same as the universe, because the universe has a complicated structure like the human brain. And both are ephemeral things. Humans;  some of them are ambitious about life, and obsessed with heaven on earth. but there’s are also surrender to what He wills (Allah SWT). Some people follow how fate acts and surrender to Him. because is there a better way to live? and what is the correct way of life that humans should do? the people around me that I know and I experiences are those who compete and struggle to find happiness. and ultimately happiness is the goal they want to achieve.  Even though many contexts, choices and meanings regarding happiness, that's their purposes.

I hope you and I successful in the life decisions we make. 3 years ago we went through difficult times together in the small room we lived in. Even though you are hurt, you always hug me with great and unconditional love. When I was far from my family she played a very sincere role as my sister and after being with her for so long it was surprising that she was a person who didn't talk much at all. that's why every word she said was precious. She really like my real sister. She is really lovely, caring, sweet and pure person I ever admire. Xxx At night where we always talk about the dreams and hopes that we choose and want. Once upon time, when the time comes and she has to choose a very difficult choice but its for the good of her future. I'm sad but I always support whatever she chooses and wants. our promise to meet again in success! And  I thank to her very much, I hope we can always be good family till the rest of our life. In All experiences we have.  It...