🍁 Last Autumn, Little Butterfly 🦋

Today the world stops for a moment. The sounds that usually echo in the air are now silent. This is the Day of Silence, a day that invites us to reflect on ourselves and appreciate silence. A day where everything stops. No cars. No motorbikes. No lights. No sound.  However, this silence isn't just about the world becoming silent for a day. It is about what happens inside when everything outside becomes silent. Silence feels uncomfortable at first. When the distractions disappear, the mind becomes louder. Thoughts become deeper and unresolved emotions are instantly forgotten. We always spend most of our lives running from noisy places. Filling it with sounds, shouts, with work, with tasks, with non-stop movement.  But today, the world is so quiet, the morning is so bright, the sun rises softly, emitting a warm golden light. However, there is no sound of birds chirping, as if following the rhythm of the world that has become silent, there is no roar of vehicle engines, there are...

There are so many things on my mind right now, am I the only one who thinks like this or do other people have the same thoughts but don't express them? I just want to tell and express my thoughts and feelings about the role of women in married life and even their rights as women and how they face the various challenges of life that they live. I often wonder why women have to accept so many things in this life, especially about the conditions that exist in women's bodies. I don't mean to question my natural nature as a woman or complain about everything, but this is part of my experience and thoughts that I want to share here without siding with a particular gender. For example, why do women have to menstruate every month? According to medical science, menstruation is a natural cleansing process that occurs every month as part of the reproductive cycle. Menstruation also occurs due to hormonal changes in a woman's body, especially the hormones estrogen and progesterone. ...

Sometimes in life, you have to encounter someone who doesn't want you, I know it's hurt you so much for feeling unwanted and a painful reality. But however, isn't always bad; sometimes it motivating you to learn and become a better version of yourself, you gain lot of experience when you meet someone who picky one, you gain valuable experience and insight you truly what you want in life and you can take advantage of that to improve yourself. One of the most significant lessons I've learned from this journey is that life doesn't always go as planned. Unwanted feelings and emotions can arise, leaving you feeling overwhelmed and vulnerable. But it's essential to remember that these feelings aren't your fault,  and nor the other person's fault either. You have the power to choose what you want and the other person has the same freedom to choose. As I reflect on this journey, I'm reminded of the importance of being wise and taking the best lessons from ev...

Emotional intelligence is more crucial than ever in today's digital age, where we spend a significant amount of time online and on social media. The pandemic has drastically changed our lives, causing emotional, mental, and physical challenges. The world witnessed a drastic decline in population, reminiscent of Thanos' infamous snap. It was a terrifying time for humanity. xx However, there are valuable lessons to be learned from the struggles of those who survived. As a former patient who spent a month in the hospital, I witnessed many people come and go, but this time, their departures were dramatic and so painful. I was in a transparent room like an aquarium, watching COVID-19 patients die before my eyes. It was devastating for those who witnessed it. That year taught me many valuable lessons about resilience, emotional management, and stabilizing my immune system. I had to reset my brain, which had changed so suddenly, and adapt to a new normal. It was essential to learn how...

Why do we often need to use manipulative traits to get through life and face life's challenges?  It's interesting how manipulative traits have become such an important part of living life. Even introverts person, who may prefer solitude, may use traits of manipulative to avoid a social group. For  instance; feigning illness or exhaustion as a convenient excuse. by doing that so she chooses that way to avoid a social group which means she doesn’t want to come.  so ya that's a choice and that's a simple example of good manipulation used in daily life. For me there's nothing wrong with that strategy. It's a good way for people to set boundaries without feeling uncomfortable for individuals who find difficult way to say ‘no’ directly, this approach provides more comfortable alternative. I think manipulation is just a natural part of human being. Some people use it for bad things, while others use it in a more positive way, without hurting anyone. We’ve all see...

  Long story short '' She got pain in the past, then there is the man tried to show her what pure love really is. but after he gave everything that pure love, all the man got just was pain in the end .'' do you understand what I mean? yes, she hurt him when the man tried to fix the woman's heart. the lesson is don't ever try to fix or want to heal someone's wounds, and act like a hero who will save her from trauma. My advice is you don't ever have a relationship with someone who has just been destroyed as much as possible from a failed relationship because you will only get a disaster at the end of the relationship. when you have fixed her pain when she recovers she will just leave. believe my words, you have to a relationship with someone who just finished with her past, healed by loving herself and she is ready to open her heart to someone new, just start a relationship with a woman like that, because she is finished with her past and also finished wi...

    Sometimes I want to always discuss about pain deeply, but I'm still afraid of other people's think that say my topic is always about pain like I'm always complaining and ignoring the blessings that God has given. no is not like that. this time I want to say it in general. The pain felt by all humans around me even in all corners of the world each human has pain that they can't even express. they just enjoy it in silence and complain in the screams of prayer at night when the world isn't busy. those who feel pain often crash into that pain over and over again without mercy. they crash into their trauma over and over again and no one knows how they get through it and manage to fight the trauma .  only he and God know how it went well.   I just hope that other humans never judge or take someone's pain lightly, don't try their luck and say '' your wound is not that big, my wound is worse than yours '', ''your trauma can heal faster, ...