ThankYou; To Another Version Of You That I Can't Reach!

 It hurts to have feelings like this, I'm tired, because I feel a type of pain that I don't recognize, the exact cause of which I don't know: right now I want to give up but your words actually make me peaceful, make me want to fight even more, when I want to give up you save me I. and I want to be a beautiful writer like you who really inspires and even motivates people around you. Even though I don't know what things you have gone through difficultly, you have gone through it well, and you have managed to heal many wounds, save many souls with your beautiful words, your words of peace.

About Me; I don't know why this feeling of pain exists, to be honest, maybe it's because I don't know where fate will take me or what kind of person I will become. and I haven't found the answer until now. On the other side, once again you saved my life. Thank you, but how surprised I was, even just a word can makes a person fall in love, it's really scary, isn't? but don't worry, I won't be obsessed just because you are good at writing beautiful words. I won't fall in love just because you're good at telling everything. I will always admire you as just a friend in your books. and don't worry, I've given up on my love story a bit, so I don't go overdo when it comes to admiring someone xx because I think just reading your beautiful books is my way of communicating with another version of you that I can't reach.

Zero

 The day when other humans have reached their peak, but I have to go back from zero to start everything, Start a new page with all the possibilities that will happen in front of it that I never knew about and will always be a mystery until the end. Honestly, I'm very tired, when I woke up again in 2024 every day until now I still say ''I'm tired, I'm tired I'm so tired'' I have to go back and start everything again, I'm confused and don't know where to start. but I'm sure this is the test of my life, this is the part I have to go through. I'm sure fate will take me on a better path after this. 

 

 

But I always have questions. Will good things come to my life? be on my side? Will my patience will pay off? But once again, I always believe that my destiny will always lead me to good things, but it's just that the process is a bit slow. Many times I healed my chaotic thoughts with words that always reconciled me because that way I remained sane from time to time.