Empty

The more I get to know him it's not that i'm afraid of
but instead makes my heart flutter and it hurts.

makes me don’t want leave his side.
At first I didn't know that I could feel love someone
and how it torments me and frightens me.
but I faced it, taking away my fear.  

I want to be someone meaningful, I want to make them happy and smile.  
but when i try, i always fail nd end up with disappointing him, burn with my ego, too greedy to have it all.  
until in the end everything returned to empty as before.