🍁Last Autumn Little Butterfly 🦋

The more I get to know him it's not that i'm afraid of but instead makes my heart flutter and it hurts. makes me don’t want leave his side. At first I didn't know that I could feel love someone and how it torments me and frightens me. but I faced it, taking away my fear.   I want to be someone meaningful, I want to make them happy and smile.   but when i try, i always fail nd end up with disappointing him, burn with my ego, too greedy to have it all.   until in the end everything returned to empty as before.