🍁Last Autumn Little Butterfly 🦋

  This is what I don't like when I close to someone,    I'm used to being alone, doing everything by myself,  Don’t need anyone. But now....    This is what I'm afraid of when I know you,  I'm afraid of dependence on you by my side.    I'm afraid to keep looking for you,  waiting to hear from you.    Until I'm afraid to lose again. And Again ( Which means “ hate to lose” )    I avoid it a lot, because I don't like to lose.    But I can control my heart better now, the way I don't depend on someone's hope and heart, that's my main key.